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Nate is gone to Ashe/Watauga counties for the holiday and I am at his apartment keeping it warm for him. This is going to sound bad, but I was immediately overcome with loneliness the second I said goodbye to him. It was actually quite overwhelming. It hurts a little. He'll be gone until Saturday. My dad comes tomorrow to see me for Thanksgiving. Very short notice but I really need to make the best of it. I feel myself dredding it a little. It's been over two years now and the two of them still have not met. I guess it doesn't matter though, one day they'll meet. I want to keep Nate forever. I want him to always be mine.