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So far October is proving to be fairly nice! Aside from the obvious continual money issues and gas prices sucked REALLY hard for a while there. It's coming down a little now, but still NC has some of the highest gas prices in the continental US and Raleigh is still the highest in the state. LAME.

Fair this weekend :]
Football game Thursday! It's my first State game ever!

I love all of my neighbors; Brian, Bobby, Andy Jeff, The Davids. Even if I don't see them ALL as often as most of them :]. It's so nice living with people you like and having great people upstairs and across the parking lot to hang out with!

Love my boyyyyfriend. <3 It's nice to know that someone wants to take care of you when you need it. Speaking of, Dede and Josh and NOT good. He blew up last night because she told him she was sending a care package to a friend of her's (a guy) who's mom was just diagnosed with cancer. Josh found out that the guy has been crushin on Dede (even though it's completely unrequited) and FLIPPED because in his opinion she shouldn't even be talking to anyone who likes her at ALL. It's so hypcritical in my opinion.

He kept in touch with Stephanie for EVER and still has pictures that she drew for them hanging in their BEDROOM. How much does that suck? But Dede has overlooked a lot because she wantes to be with him and I guess that's given him this In Charge Point of View.

I love both of them soooo much and I don't see Josh changing the way he is so I think they just need to part ways and eventually everything can all smooth over. Honestly though, as much as he says it, I know he doesn't want to be away from her. He's said the MEANEST things to her but I know he's just hurting inside. Dede doesn't deserve to be treated that way at all and Josh doesn't deserve to be so unhappy in life. I hate being so far from them so much.

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