It has been quite a while!

I've been busy though.

Let's see, where to start?

My hair is totally growing!
I've gone from this


to this

Slowly but surely!

Next on the list: The teacher we had as school this past semester hated me. She hated me because she was an idiot and I wasn't. She hated me because I asked questions that she couldn't answer. She hated me because I am not one to keep my mouth shut and just believe what you tell me. She hated me because I proved her wrong repeatedly and still said please and thank you and was disgustingly polite. She hated me enough to get me suspended. I "physically came at" her. Cool though right? Who gets suspended from cosmetology school? I do! So I failed theory. Oh well. Was supposed to be DONE with school this summer and now I will not be. The good news is that I'm working MORE than full time at the salon at 10$ an hour. The bad news is that I have to go back and finish in the fall. LAME GAME. Oh well.

Moving on to more important things. Nate and I are scheduled to move into OUR apartment on Dec 27th. The best christmas present ever is that we will be living together. I can't express how it makes me feel. But isn't there always an ugly side to everything good?? I found out Nate is interested in joining the military. Out of nowhere. I haven't told anyone but my mom because of how much it upsets me to even say it out loud. I don't know what to do. I don't know where it leaves us and I can't even wrap my brain around it. There are no words that will ever explain the way I feel recently. It's bad. I sound so selfish but if that's what it is then that's just what it is. I've asked him if he realizes how much of a life changing experience it is for more than just him.


I don't know.